i Heart u always

'i'll do it no matter how complicated and hard it is,
i just don't wanna fight with you'

Is it Complicated??

there's someone says to us..
'time b'cinta ni mmg la syok ke sana k mari,
tapi bila dah kawen nnt mula la rasa susah senang hidup ni'..

then,
i keep asking u, if u fine with that..
'wouldn't u feel it is complicated'..

but, all u say is..
'we will be fine'..'i can cope with it'

Emo 143

I'M LONELY..

i know u wouldn't read this..
but..
i'm just lonely..
i don't know b, feel like i'm the only one who worried bout us..
i don't know about u........
really.......
don't know.........

I Hate Them!!!!!!!!

xkan la aku nk kawen pun kena wat korang senang?
sanggup aku nk sia2kan usaha ak sebab korang?
korang yg xde kena mengena ngn aku!!!
never!!!
like i give a shit about that!!

Kehadapan Lelaki Pilihan Hatiku,

It's been 4 years since we know each other. Through that time, we have face a lot of things that i can say, which has strengthen our relationship and bonds. You know that i love you and i always do.

The reason why i choose to give you this present is that, i want you to become a good and a better husband to your future wife and also a good and a better father to your future children.
I know, we both have our good and bad side. And i am not perfect either. But i want us to improve ourself, to be a better person.

I will wait for you, my love. I'll wait for you to ask me from my parent, i'll wait for you to propose me and i'll wait for you to marry me.

Happy Birthday,
i Love you always..

i don't know..i really don't know :-(

xtau knp aku rasa sgt bimbang..
as if they didn't approve us yet..


(sigh*)..

i don't know what i want actually..
but i can't juz hurts others feeling,
i should considered it twice,thrice,hundreds or thousands time!

damn!
i juz don't know what else to do.

What must i do?

she's not trying to be supportive..
sedih sy..
sy xnak lepaskn semuanya dengan begitu mudah
selepas b'tahun i strive for it,
make it ok til today..
..
.
.

cuba faham,please..

Love The Way You Lie

[Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is.
I can only tell you what it feels like.
And right now, it's a steel knife in my windpipe.
I can't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight.
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight.
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint.
And I love it, the more I suffer, I suffocate.
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me,
She fuckin' hates me, and I love it.
"Wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you!"
"No you ain't! Come back!"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again!
It's so insane, cause when it's goin' good, it's goin' great.
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane.
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed.
I snap, "Who's that dude? I don't even know his name."
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again.
I guess I don't know my own strength.

[Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much, you can barely breathe.
When you with 'em you meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em.
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em.
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em.
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothin' to hurt 'em.
Now you're in each other's face, spewin' venom in your words when you spit 'em.
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw,
Hit 'em, throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em.
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both.
So they say it's best to go your separate ways.
Guess that they don't know ya, 'cause today, that was yesterday.
Yesterday is over, it's a different day.
Sound like broken records playin' over,
But you promised her, next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance.
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again.
Now you get to watch her leave out the window.
Guess that's why they call it window pane.

[Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean.
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine.
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me.
When it comes to love you're just as blinded.
Baby please come back! It wasn't you, baby, it was me!
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems.
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though.
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk!
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball!
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the dry wall!
Next time? There won't be no next time!
I apologize, even though I know it's lies!
I'm tired of the games! I just want her back! I know I'm a liar!
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire!
Just gonna

[Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie...

Hanyut - Faizal Tahir

.....
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

..

I Want You Here!!

en.zi will come here dis friday..
harap2 he will be able to come here with no problems..
i miss him damn much already..
susah jgk kn long-distance relationship ni,
tp sy mmg sukakan cabaran...
sbb then, i will feel happy if i can get trough it..

haish!i feel tired thinking about us, about mom..
i hope she will accept u as an important person to me
and bless us one day..

demok!!
i want u here!!



:'-(

Sad Pon

En.zi, last night i was dreaming bout' you.
in dat dream, i lose you.
hope dat dream was just a dream.
because i'm afraid of losing you.

COME WHAT MAY

The Greatest Thing You'll Ever Learn Is Just To Love,
& Be Loved In Return....
-Moulin Rouge