Heartbroken 1

kenapa awak selalu mengelak?




saya tak cukup baguskah untuk awak?

Apologize

When we argue or fight over something,

You have to apologize,

Eventhough it is always my fault..

or else I won't talk to you

Complicated

Saya betul-betul tak tahu apa yang awak fikirkan sekarang.

You really have point if still thinking about marrying me,

which I know it has to be complicated.

You have to pindah, use a lot of money, jauh ngan family.

Saya tak akan marah kalau awak berterus-terang ngan saya
yang awak rasa susah.

Seriously, saya tak nak menyusahkan awak. 

Menyusahkan sape-sape yang saya sayang.

Cuma, saya nak awak berterus-terang, cakap baik-baik ngan saya.

Lately, awak tak pernah nak cakap betul-betul ngan saya.

I always say to you ' You gotta say what you have to say or you might lose people you love'

kenapa boleh macam tu?

sebab communication with each other fail.

just like people I love most now.

They're not fighting, but they just simpan apa yang terbuku dalam hati.

Diorang susah nak communicate with each other.

I'm so worry.

I'm still thinking about me losing you,

if not today, maybe someday.

I'm afraid that you may feel the hardship to be with me.

I'm afraid that you will go back to your first love as she still like you.

She's beautiful you know, 

Awak tak perlu nak bersusah payah tukar tempat kerja,

berhabis banyak duit &

tak perlu jauh ngan family kalau kawen ngan dia.

-_-'

5

5 Years already

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

sigh*

Notes #

you have money

but 

you didn't have time.....

am i really that important?